if this ain't love, then how do we get out?

I know, I know, here we go with song lyrics again. It seems like that's all i ever post that has any decent length, right?
But. I rather like this song.
I was listening to KJEE (92.9! best radio station ever!), and heard it, and called to ask what it was.
And Phat J (aka the DJ) was like "THIS IS ONE OF MY FAAAVOURITE SONGS BY RISE AGAINSTTTTT." (in a very loud yet still-there gay lisp) And he proceeded to then recommend other songs by RA that he likes. Very cool. xD

Anyhow. I haven't blogged lately. And this isn't a post to be like "HAHA, I HAVEN'T BLOGGED. KBYE."
Ive just been stressed out, I guess.
Im confused about everything, I don't know who I love and who I hate, I don't know what I want, what I need, what I should even be doing.
All I know is that I've gotten myself into a pit, and the light at the top is fading fast.

But I'll be alright. I always am.
The thing is, it's really scary, while Im trying to figure everything out. Everything seems to change daily..
And don't ask me what Im thinking, because its never, ever the same. Changes on an hourly basis.
I think I think too much.

Anyhow. Without further ado.
Saviour :

Savior
Rise Against

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
as the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten

there is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
but seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear
so tell me now

if this ain't love then how do we get out?
because I don't know
that's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

but the day pressed on like crushing weights
for no man does it ever wait
like memories of dying days
that deafen us like hurricanes
bathed in flames we held the brand
uncurled the fingers in your hand
pressed into the flesh like sand
now do you understand?
so tell me now

if this ain't love then how do we get out?
because I don't know
that' s when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

one thousand miles away
there's nothing left to say
but so much left that I don't know
we never had a choice
this world is too much noise
it takes me under
it takes me under once again

I don't hate you
I don't hate you
so tell me now
if this ain't love then how do we get out?
because I don't know

that's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
that's when I told her I love you girl
but I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have
I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no